Frustration

I have been thinking about my life lately. Everyone have their own purpose of living and fight for it... What is mine then? I was once a nerd who know nothing about life and all I did was nothing! Then move on to my high school's life, I have met different kind of peoples and all of them are great in their very own way. What is mine then? I always want to be in the centre of attention but I always end up been left behind. What is it that I'm looking for?

There's about four friends that I have met that changes my life.

Firstly, James is my very first friend that show how much a friend can mean! He cares listens to me when I hide myself in some dark corners. He led me to find my love and show me that love isn't something that scary. Eventually, I turn out to get in a relationship with some girl because of this friend! Haha! It's kinda weird but he turns out differently nowadays but I will not hesitate to say that he is a good friend to me.

Secondly, It is my Ex-girlfriend. Back then, we were in the same class and were like best buddies. We chat every night when we get the chance to do so. At that moment, I began to think that there is actually girl who care about me. It's not very long until I realize that both of us have the same feeling towards each other. We began our relationship after a year we met. She has been a very caring and loving girlfriend. She has even show me a way of life. Life where I feel that I'm finally resting. We share the same interest, hobbies, and love... Everything turn out perfectly until I realized that she was suffering because of my naiveness. I began to be so upset and eventually broke up with her. It was a very hard decision and I couldn't sleep just thinking about that. There's no doubt that she changes me the most and is the person I appreciate the most. After quite some months, We began to talk to each other once more and I thought that we might be ready to start all over again but I was wrong after all. When she suggested to give her some time to think about it, I did. But when I called her to give me some time till SPM is over, She just walk away with some guy. Seriously, I was hurt badly. Just some girls I fall deeply with. Life? *sigh*

Lastly, It's Mak wen and di lun. Well, They appear into my life quite late as compare to the 1st and 2nd but they are also my good friends. Haha! We have been through so many things and I never wanted to let our bonds end! I have lost 1 who I appreciate the most, I didn't want to lost you guys anymore. Just promise me that we will keep in touch ya!

Why am I standing on this earth? Why am I blogging here in this cyber world? Why? Why? Why?

Education? Entertaiment? Food?

People always said, " I make the world different!" Well, Sad to say this but you ARE wrong! It is the world who makes you different! What is your life, how will you live has all been fixed! People always say, "Fight for something you really want!" I have fight for it but what do I get? ANSWER ME! What have I archive this far? What have I DONE SO FAR?

Life? *laugh* What a joke! Ok... I really need to chill right now... Bye blogspot!

Life on 26th febuary!

It's getting late but I'm still on for this blog! Haha! I am so sure i'm going to blog often! Well, I was actually planning to start my blog at 10pm+ but i got invited by my uncle to eat dinner with him and his family! It is very unpolite to turn him down so I accept his offer and went with KokTong(The main reason of why i'm going!) We have our dinner and went to Yam Cha after that!

Haha! I woke up kinda late today and I believe it's will still go on because I sleep late =P Before I move on what happen this morning, I'll start with what happen in 5.30am of the day. Apparently, I didn't switch off my alarm which is suppose to wake me up on weekdays! When I heard the annnoying alarm(ARHHHHH!), I woke up and start find my phone but I could't find it! After that, I was so supprise to found it at the floor! After I switched it off, I thought for quite a few SECONDS, I just left it that way and went back to sleep(HAHAHA)!

Ok! This is what happen this morning, I was right infront of my computer and doing some random stuff then KokTong stand beside me and ask whether I want to go down to have our brunch! I was looking at him then he said, " I'll paid for you, So where do you want to eat?" I was so shocked that he said so! Then he told me that he won quite a fortune in Hanyang's house yesterday(what a lucky guy!) So we went for chicken rice at shoplot just down our house! =)

Nothing really happen this afternoon, Just watch some movies like On His Majesty Service, Mission Impossible etc..... Haha~ O yea! I did read about something about coffee! I read it in starbucks official website! It's kinda fun for me SINCE I got so addicted to their coffee lately! Haha! I checked the utensil and some coffee stuff. Their price is like WOOOOAAAAHHHH!! It's all like 499+ US dollar! >< How I wish I can get 1 and start to make my own coffee without spending too much in starbucks! =(

Well, I think thats just all for today! It's really getting late now! I'll just stop my blog here for TODAY! Haha! By the way, I think I really need to thank James and Agnes here! Thank you both for talking to me! It really meant alot for me especially when people care about me! =)

My day begins with Starbucks~

Starbucks... Starbucks... STARBUCKS!!!! I have got addicted to coffee lately! Before I have i class early in the morning, I went to starbucks to get myself a cup of coffee(Caramel Macchiato)! It is very early and I was the only customer they have! How awesome! In the meanwhile, I sent greeting sms to James, KahJun and Agnes! They sound like they were having their lunch but they called me! I was so suprised that Agnes called me as well! Haha! Didn't see that coming! By the way, I used the tumbler I found in my house and I paid Grande size coffee for the price lower than the regular size! Cool~~~



It is class as usual until lunch has come about! Wooo~ Starving! I joined some of my classmates to AsiaCafe to have lunch and i ordered fried chicken rice! I just like crispy chicken! I get my another starbucks drink so that I can keep myself awake for my tests today and I ordered Cafe Latte(Taste great~)! <3 After the lunch, I was so excited about the Chemistry and English test! Haha! I messed up my time during English test! I repeat the whole essay after I notice I have crapping nonsense and as results... My hands are hurt =( Next on! Chemistry test! Haha! I was like so surprised I kinda know what it is writing! Well, I didn't know if I can score well but definitely not going to be bad! =)

After the last chemistry test, my classmates decided to have some fun in Sunway Pyramid~ Woooo! It's funny how they arrange the where they should sit in 3 cars( My Babe<3, Vios and Saga) Haha! It's a lucky thing that I haven't leave the college JUST YET! If not Joe Ian and KC will have to walk their way to sunway =( Be thankful guys!

We went in to sunway to watch Book of Eli!! It is a nice movie where it takes place in a ages when Civilizations were destroyed after a very terrible war. There's this guy, Eli who firstly tell others he is just a nobody, carries the last Bible in the earth and headed west. He said that he heard sounds which leads him to the last bible and asked him to travel to the west where the book will be safe! He travelled for 30 winters(which is 30years) and faces his last difficulty! This movies actually thaught us somehow to worship the god! Believe in them and keep faith! Well, quite meaningful!

After the movie, Me, Joe Ian, Edward, Chee Wai, JJ, Khim, and KC(he went back early though) went to fishmarket to have our dinner! It's so damn statisfy!

Trust me! It taste great and fill you tummy!



Excitement goes on after dinner! Well, everyone are full and lazy to move around but endward is so desperate to ply bowling so we follow him to the centre... Well, when you are destined not to have something... You wouldn't have it! Haha! There's only free lane after 10.30pm -.-'' So we move on to archery instead! Haha! the 2nd time! =) It's fun! Haha



Everything has finally come to an end after archery! After the goodbye with JoeIan, Edward Sham, Mervin, and JJ, I drove Chee Wai, Eng Khim and YiHui back to Subang Jaya! Haha! The funny part is the moment while fetching YiHui home! I thought I was suppose to get her back to her apartment as near as possible( It's not really safe to travel around at night!) but she called me to drop her in the middle of the road where she can goes to the shop there! I don't ask what she wants since she didn't really want to tell! =) It's 9.15pm whn I leave subang Jaya and enter NPE! Haha! It takes me 20 minutes to come home! Yea! Haha!

Happy moment, happy memories and happy STARBUCKS! =)

The 1st time! and some random stuff!

Oh well... Bloggin has been so famous lately, so I can't really resist it and get myself a blog! =)
How rude of me for not introducing myself! I'm Kang yi, going to turn 18 in like... few days time! You guys can also call me bryan which some of my college classmate do so! I'm not actually the social guy but i'm a good listener! =) If u guys ever want to find someone to talk to, I'm available!! By the way. I love sports! I've interest myself and get myself involve into different kind of sports! For example, Volleyball, basketball, football(don't really play much though), badminton and etc. I've also joined some martial arts club like Karate-do, Judo and lately, I joined a street defensive art club called Jujitsu! I'm also capable of doing some handworks like origami! It's a really good hobby where you twist a plain square paper into something really amusing!

It's like a few days before my birthday but I don't really feel the excitement! Well, I believe it's because I don't celebrate it! Haha! It's my 18 birthday! I'm going to 18!!! The stage where i finally reach... Somehow legal age(for myself of cz). I was wondering what i can do on my birthday but i realize that there are test test and TEST around my birthday! 1st march, test, 2nd march, TEST, 3rd march, TEST AGAIN!! Where is the life! ><

The days in college are like the same throuhout the WEEK! Can you believe that? In the morning, i'll drive my cousin(Ng zhan yang) to school and then go to my college! After some hours of attending reapeated subjects EVERYDAY, I have my lunch with my classmates! After that, finish my college hours in about 3-4pm. Then I'll drive back to house and start spacing off @.@ I did not notice any different! Not only that! Assignment and test are in the air! As brandon said, Studying= no life! Seriously, If It's possible... I think i'll make an equation out of it! Proof that, study is equal/proportional to lifeless! How cool would it be!!! Haha!

I've been chatting with james(my buddy!) just now. I was like so furios to heard from him that "some1" said i gave up on her and start to ignore her back then! Just what the hell she thinks she is saying? I've never said or did something like that BEFORE! Now she made up her own story and is like having her sweet time with HER NEW SPECIAL SOMEONE! My friend really said you correctly! Hypocrites! I don't blame you misunderstanding me and get on a new life! But when you made up stories! It just make me feel insulted and hurt! I don't care who the hell will read this and tell her! Just do it! I'll be more than happy if you do!

I think that's about it for today! Better get myself cool down and ready for chemistry test and english test tomorrow!