Went to koreantown today! Bought all the material i need for making kimchi! Grocery there is kinda... expensive? I've no idea why it cost me 50+ just for Hot chili powder, hot chili paste, korean radish and sushi roll(dunno what tht call).
It's kinda weird by it feel kinda nice to see koreans! The ajumma who i bought my stuff from... she's just friendly! =D I like this kind of ppl! I know im weird! I apology for that! HAHA!
After that, I went to Sing K with Di lun and WenYi in NewWay! Though i still can't reach VERY high notes but i think i kinda improve abit! Thanks to Di Lun i guess? Haha! Thanks bro! YOU'RE THE BEST! =D
Friday, 27 August 2010
Thursday, 26 August 2010
过去。。。
说真的！这阵子看回了以前写的Blog才发觉以前的我原来是那么的感性的！Hehe！ 我不是自夸哦！不信可以看一看我之前写下来的Entries！
每一个人都有一个自己专属的成长的过程因为每一个人要走的路都因人而异。成长真的是一个很不可思议的过程。他会让人跟勇敢跟坚强，让我们有了不畏惧未来的力量。看着人类的历史就能证明这一点了！如果没有成长，何来今天的发达的科技？
说到过去哪能不提到回忆呢？（终于进入主题了!好紧张哦！）
回忆有很多种类，恋爱，亲人，朋友以，陌生人等等。
在我回忆里，最深刻的回忆就是恋爱。我相信外面有很多人都和我一样。。。因爱而伤。。。
每天都看着恋人分分离离的，我总是搞不清楚这到底是为了什么。
我认为，爱一个人无罪。。。相爱到离开。。。都不能说是谁有错谁没错。
分开了就只能说是我们的缘分到了尽头，再也无法前进了所以选择了离开。
对于爱情我从来就没后悔过。爱情里，有人来就有人要走，没什么好抱怨的。
爱情就像一辆巴士，每一个站都有人上车的同时也有人下车。
我。。。无悔，无怨，无遗。。。就只是不解。
不解为何明明说了给对方时间却只让我看得见她渐渐消失的背影。
不解为何她在朋友面前说我的不是。
我都没怪你就这样转身走人，你竟然在他人面前重伤我。
过后还说我幼稚什么的！描述自己多伟大的似的！要不要出书啊？
我很想说，在你离去的那一天，你把我对你的感情全都带走了。
我唯一剩下的就是回忆。回忆没什么不好所以我不断的回想过去。
难道我这样做也得罪你啊？
如果不是朋友告诉我，我想如今我还被蒙在鼓里叻！
唉！算了！反正她都有了新的依靠了！说得越多只会让人误会我些什么，倒时如果她的爱情搞砸了又跑来怪我了！
呵呵！我可不想成为被人憎恨或怨恨的对象！我可是一个和平主义者呢！
每一个人都有一个自己专属的成长的过程因为每一个人要走的路都因人而异。成长真的是一个很不可思议的过程。他会让人跟勇敢跟坚强，让我们有了不畏惧未来的力量。看着人类的历史就能证明这一点了！如果没有成长，何来今天的发达的科技？
说到过去哪能不提到回忆呢？（终于进入主题了!好紧张哦！）
回忆有很多种类，恋爱，亲人，朋友以，陌生人等等。
在我回忆里，最深刻的回忆就是恋爱。我相信外面有很多人都和我一样。。。因爱而伤。。。
每天都看着恋人分分离离的，我总是搞不清楚这到底是为了什么。
我认为，爱一个人无罪。。。相爱到离开。。。都不能说是谁有错谁没错。
分开了就只能说是我们的缘分到了尽头，再也无法前进了所以选择了离开。
对于爱情我从来就没后悔过。爱情里，有人来就有人要走，没什么好抱怨的。
爱情就像一辆巴士，每一个站都有人上车的同时也有人下车。
我。。。无悔，无怨，无遗。。。就只是不解。
不解为何明明说了给对方时间却只让我看得见她渐渐消失的背影。
不解为何她在朋友面前说我的不是。
我都没怪你就这样转身走人，你竟然在他人面前重伤我。
过后还说我幼稚什么的！描述自己多伟大的似的！要不要出书啊？
我很想说，在你离去的那一天，你把我对你的感情全都带走了。
我唯一剩下的就是回忆。回忆没什么不好所以我不断的回想过去。
难道我这样做也得罪你啊？
如果不是朋友告诉我，我想如今我还被蒙在鼓里叻！
唉！算了！反正她都有了新的依靠了！说得越多只会让人误会我些什么，倒时如果她的爱情搞砸了又跑来怪我了！
呵呵！我可不想成为被人憎恨或怨恨的对象！我可是一个和平主义者呢！
Wednesday, 25 August 2010
Frustrated...
Really frustrated with my exam results... Is this what i get for studying till late night? Is THIS WHAT I GET? This just isn't fair... haih...
Tuesday, 24 August 2010
What??
It's been awhile huh? The reason I don't really wanna touch my blog is because I always end up blogging about something emo so i get really really~~~~ Frustrated that i stopped blogging for quite... awhile! But hey! I'm back! =D So what if it's an emo post? or is it sucky? I don't give a shit xD (From Walter in Jeff dunham's puppet show)
Looking back in the past... I had been a wimp and coward who tried so hard to escape from what i lost.
I... want to believe what I lost is not a big deal...
I... want to isolate myself from all that i believe...
I... want to sleep and never wake up...(I still want this to happen though xD)
I... happen to believe I've lost my world when i see her leaving...
There's just too many...
As I grow older as day passed, months flew, years... haven't pass yet (xD), I see things differently, i take actions i did not expect i would...
All i want to say is that, memories are a binding, a lock and might be a useless piece of junk BUT! It doesn't mean we should lie to ourselves! Be honest with yourself.(I'm gonna be okay~ Gonna be okay~ -2PM's without you)I... Tried looking back into the pass... It was sweet, It was fun, It was... lovable because there was love...
It really depends on how you take love and define them...
Love = money?
Love = sex?
Love = sacrifices?
Love = tools?
Love = Ideal Partner/ companionship
Love = What? xD
Lovers are not friends.. You cannot tell yourself, "The more the merrier!" and get a new gf/bf as soon as you break up(If you are that particular someone doing that... FUCK YOU).*coff*ok... If you have someone you REALLY love, you just need that particular someone! Theoni1(mak wen.. Don't sue me k? xD) I have seen too much... Couples been together... Couples breaking up... I'm thinking... Is this a joke or what? Having relationship that can't last for a month? a week? a day? If you're not sure about you feelings just tell him/her! It is seriously a waste of time if you have no feelings towards him/her.
In my entire life(I'm only 18 =D),
1)My family
2)A random girl
3)My Ex
These people are the1 I love and Loved... Well...
My family is still in my top priority though I'm sort of cool and doesn't talk much about them but i do care!
Random girl... Now this gives a sort of a blury memory, all i remembered was she was my first love(a puppy love i think).
My ex... I don't really wanna talk much about this... Not when i'm ready! There's too much regrets, too much memories... and too much love... even now.. although i said something about hating her... But there's a saying, "You hate that someone because you love her" Right?
What if there's regret? We have to move on right? The time will not stop for you... For this instance, I just wanna finish my SAM and have a long rest!
Love life? 我不是不爱，只是“她”还没出现而已。=D
Looking back in the past... I had been a wimp and coward who tried so hard to escape from what i lost.
I... want to believe what I lost is not a big deal...
I... want to isolate myself from all that i believe...
I... want to sleep and never wake up...(I still want this to happen though xD)
I... happen to believe I've lost my world when i see her leaving...
There's just too many...
As I grow older as day passed, months flew, years... haven't pass yet (xD), I see things differently, i take actions i did not expect i would...
All i want to say is that, memories are a binding, a lock and might be a useless piece of junk BUT! It doesn't mean we should lie to ourselves! Be honest with yourself.(I'm gonna be okay~ Gonna be okay~ -2PM's without you)I... Tried looking back into the pass... It was sweet, It was fun, It was... lovable because there was love...
It really depends on how you take love and define them...
Love = money?
Love = sex?
Love = sacrifices?
Love = tools?
Love = Ideal Partner/ companionship
Love = What? xD
Lovers are not friends.. You cannot tell yourself, "The more the merrier!" and get a new gf/bf as soon as you break up(If you are that particular someone doing that... FUCK YOU).*coff*ok... If you have someone you REALLY love, you just need that particular someone! Theoni1(mak wen.. Don't sue me k? xD) I have seen too much... Couples been together... Couples breaking up... I'm thinking... Is this a joke or what? Having relationship that can't last for a month? a week? a day? If you're not sure about you feelings just tell him/her! It is seriously a waste of time if you have no feelings towards him/her.
In my entire life(I'm only 18 =D),
1)My family
2)A random girl
3)My Ex
These people are the1 I love and Loved... Well...
My family is still in my top priority though I'm sort of cool and doesn't talk much about them but i do care!
Random girl... Now this gives a sort of a blury memory, all i remembered was she was my first love(a puppy love i think).
My ex... I don't really wanna talk much about this... Not when i'm ready! There's too much regrets, too much memories... and too much love... even now.. although i said something about hating her... But there's a saying, "You hate that someone because you love her" Right?
What if there's regret? We have to move on right? The time will not stop for you... For this instance, I just wanna finish my SAM and have a long rest!
Love life? 我不是不爱，只是“她”还没出现而已。=D
Friday, 26 March 2010
爱情
爱情就像一场舞会，教会你最初的舞步的那一个未必能陪你走到散场。。。
爱情就像听音乐，遇到好听的就一直单曲重播，一秒也不想停下来。
而如今却只能随机播放，直到遇到下一首能让我心动的旋律。。。
记得曾经对她说，等她是一件幸福的事。
可是有时候，无结局的等待让人心碎。。。
这世上最累的是眼睁睁看着自己的心破碎了却还要自己动手把它粘回原形。
我不等了，因为我学会了放手。。。
放手。。。
你不说一声就离开了。。。
但你却忘了，让你飞翔的是我爱你的方式。。。
我的眼泪。。。 落在你看不到的角落。
于是，我们的距离就像我们一起看日落的影子。。。被拉长了。。。
曾经尝试逃出你所设下的阴影。。。
走了很久才发现。。。原来我一直在都走不出那黑暗的迷宫。
偶尔会不小心触碰到伤口时，我会小声的哭泣。。。
我选择了逃避。。。用尽美丽的童话来掩饰你给过我的那些丑恶的谎言。
我催眠自己，因为我承受不起那伤害。。。
我的梦想与希望都活在过去，因为现实的生活里，你已经离我而去。。。
你给过我的回忆，我一直都藏在我心里，偶尔拿出来重温。。。
很愚蠢的，
每天都在你看不到的角落默默的关心着你。。。
对你其实我还很在意。。。可是我明白，那已经是过去了。。。
我很清楚，以后，我们的生命线再也不会遇到交叉点。。。
两条不碰面的地平线，只能隔着远方看你了。。。
终究，我们成了彼此的路人甲。
分手后的我们并不能成为朋友因为彼此都受过伤害。。。
不能做敌人因为我们曾经深爱过对方。。
所以，我们成为了最熟悉对方的。。。 陌生人。。。
说真的，我很恨你。。。但我更狠自己，恨自己为何那么的爱你。。。
你离开了我的怀抱，走向了他的世界里。。。
我从来就没有怪过你，因为我深知你已经不爱我了。
我一直都保持沉默，因为不想你走了以后对我还有什么眷恋。。。
我不出声不代表我不关心你。。。
我保持沉默并不是我不爱你。。。
我想你一直都误解了。。。
到最终你也无法看透我对的所说的一切。。。
失去你却让我重新的找回了那些失去的友情。
可怜的你，到如今也未发现别人对你的不满。
你就幸福的活在你认为可靠的怀抱吧。。。 XXX
爱情就像听音乐，遇到好听的就一直单曲重播，一秒也不想停下来。
而如今却只能随机播放，直到遇到下一首能让我心动的旋律。。。
记得曾经对她说，等她是一件幸福的事。
可是有时候，无结局的等待让人心碎。。。
这世上最累的是眼睁睁看着自己的心破碎了却还要自己动手把它粘回原形。
我不等了，因为我学会了放手。。。
放手。。。
你不说一声就离开了。。。
但你却忘了，让你飞翔的是我爱你的方式。。。
我的眼泪。。。 落在你看不到的角落。
于是，我们的距离就像我们一起看日落的影子。。。被拉长了。。。
曾经尝试逃出你所设下的阴影。。。
走了很久才发现。。。原来我一直在都走不出那黑暗的迷宫。
偶尔会不小心触碰到伤口时，我会小声的哭泣。。。
我选择了逃避。。。用尽美丽的童话来掩饰你给过我的那些丑恶的谎言。
我催眠自己，因为我承受不起那伤害。。。
我的梦想与希望都活在过去，因为现实的生活里，你已经离我而去。。。
你给过我的回忆，我一直都藏在我心里，偶尔拿出来重温。。。
很愚蠢的，
每天都在你看不到的角落默默的关心着你。。。
对你其实我还很在意。。。可是我明白，那已经是过去了。。。
我很清楚，以后，我们的生命线再也不会遇到交叉点。。。
两条不碰面的地平线，只能隔着远方看你了。。。
终究，我们成了彼此的路人甲。
分手后的我们并不能成为朋友因为彼此都受过伤害。。。
不能做敌人因为我们曾经深爱过对方。。
所以，我们成为了最熟悉对方的。。。 陌生人。。。
说真的，我很恨你。。。但我更狠自己，恨自己为何那么的爱你。。。
你离开了我的怀抱，走向了他的世界里。。。
我从来就没有怪过你，因为我深知你已经不爱我了。
我一直都保持沉默，因为不想你走了以后对我还有什么眷恋。。。
我不出声不代表我不关心你。。。
我保持沉默并不是我不爱你。。。
我想你一直都误解了。。。
到最终你也无法看透我对的所说的一切。。。
失去你却让我重新的找回了那些失去的友情。
可怜的你，到如今也未发现别人对你的不满。
你就幸福的活在你认为可靠的怀抱吧。。。 XXX
Tuesday, 23 March 2010
Finally!
It has been so long since my last post huh? I'm really busy after my last post and I don't really have to mood to stay up at night to blog... But now it's FINALLY my holiday! Yea! Haha! Well, as most people knew... I'm a taylorian who took on SAM(South Australian Matriculation)! It's a really hard programme actually... Suffer from assignment, assesment, and many other stuff! Sigh!
Today is CHEE KOK TONG punya birthday! Haha! I bring him to leisure mall along with dilun and carvin to celebrate with him! It's kinda fun! I have my starbucks there too! WhOA! Now i really felt that the saying is really correct, Different people according to different mood make a different taste for the food or drink! I tasted a different caramel machiatto in leisure mall! The taste I wanted! Haha! It's really statisfactory for me!
Herm... In the afternoon, I was baking with mak wen... Well, We actually plan on baking 3 different stuff. But it turns out tht oni 1 is edible... zzz! 1st failure in my baking... Really upset! Haihz! Must work harder loh! =D
I think this is all for today lah! SURIAN!! IM GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TMR!! YEA!!! =D
Today is CHEE KOK TONG punya birthday! Haha! I bring him to leisure mall along with dilun and carvin to celebrate with him! It's kinda fun! I have my starbucks there too! WhOA! Now i really felt that the saying is really correct, Different people according to different mood make a different taste for the food or drink! I tasted a different caramel machiatto in leisure mall! The taste I wanted! Haha! It's really statisfactory for me!
Herm... In the afternoon, I was baking with mak wen... Well, We actually plan on baking 3 different stuff. But it turns out tht oni 1 is edible... zzz! 1st failure in my baking... Really upset! Haihz! Must work harder loh! =D
I think this is all for today lah! SURIAN!! IM GOING BACK TO SCHOOL TMR!! YEA!!! =D
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
音乐盒～
我说人啊～在拥有了感情的时候，很多不同的情感都会忽然的产生了出来。
我呢，在我这一生人之中只谈过一次恋爱，是认认真真的爱过了一名女孩哦！
我爱得并不华丽也不精彩，只是那是你，所以我努力的爱，
对了！就好象加了糖以后的咖啡似的。
咖啡豆本身是一种又甘又苦的果实，在进过某种加工后才变成如今的咖啡！
如果我是纯咖啡的话，那你就是我的糖了！真是完美的组合啊！哈哈。。。
可惜啊，那完美的组合无法长存。我们的幸福也是如此吧！说真的，好遗憾啊。
在我结束了我们一段连锁的同时，我一直的祝福着你，祈祷你找得到你所需要的快乐。
没有了你的日子真的很难熬，只是你看不见的并不代表它不存在！
在那难熬的夜晚，我一直祈祷着能在某天能在与你成为好朋友，好知己，好情人...
我是真心的期待的。只是她早就选择了离开，我... 还能说些什么了呢？
爱一个人无罪，被爱的人也是无辜的。难道不是吗？
我知道如今说什么都已来不及了，所以我也不会去说明。
总觉得这次你转身比上一次快，快得我都来不及留住你了。
得知你已接受了他以后，我的世界崩溃了。
我恨，恨自己不够勇敢，恨自己无法挽留你，恨自己一直在难过...
在那天起，我决定了磨灭对你的眷恋。开始了磨灭这一切。。。
因为你给的一切如今对我来说是多么的刺眼。
选择与谁共度一生是你的权利，我是无法干涉的。
只是，请你不要为了自己的面子而在别人面前中伤我，
因为我从来不怪你选择离开我而和他在一起。
我想我会好好继续写完我们的爱，如果你只是想旅行，累了随时可以回来。
不管以后有什么困难，若想到我，你会知道我会一直站在这里...
还记得说过，当我们都在同时看见时钟里出现 11.11 或 其他相同的号码的话，这就说明了...
我们彼此的心都是相连的，心都是彼此想着对方的。
我都看见了那些号码了，那你呢？
在我心里永存留着我们的回忆，感觉就像音乐盒似的。每当打开回忆包厢就会弹起美妙的旋律，以动人的音乐描述了我们之间已结束的爱情。你无法爱我，我理解。所以我不告而别，但在我心里，我是那么的爱着你，即使你看不到了。
还记得我送给你的音乐盒吗？原本我是打算为你凑集十首情歌的音乐盒才送你那第一个音乐盒的，
可是我已经没那个机会了... 对不起，请原谅我的执著以及给过你的伤害。
如果你看到了我所写的一切的话，请你记住。即使你已不爱我了...我一直都是那么的爱着你，将来也会是一样的。
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